I
keep the teddy bear
Because
I haven’t figured it out
I’m
not sure how to deal with it
There’s
a lot stuff in the stuffing
Little
bunches of feelings
Not
all of them pleasant
He’s
always been there
Just
hanging out
In
my room
When
I was growing up
Propped
up in the corner
Watching
over my bed
Keeping
the monsters in check
Usually
But
there was one night
When
Bear was in the wrong place
And
so was my father
When
he ripped my bear in half
I
knew he wasn’t himself
It
was a lonely evening
Losing
my two best friends
In
one violent mistake
The
sun still rose
When
the night was over
And
reparations had been made
Bear
was sewn back together
And
received a new green tie of ribbon
I
could barely see either
Through
the easily flowing tears
Both
of my friends had come back
I
even forgave the old growling bear
He
deserved a second chance
And
like Scrooge
He
was better than his word
Left
his violence in that night now past
Kept
his anger in check
Tied
up like the Windsor knot
He
used on Bear’s fancy new green tie
This is an amazing poem Aaron. I enjoy reading your poetry but this one really touched me. Perhaps because I have been an angry bear myself. So grateful for the forgiveness a child can offer. Thanks for sharing this poem.
ReplyDeleteKim Jones
Thanks Kim! It's hard sometimes, and I'm glad kids are forgiving as much as they are now that I am on the other side of the situation. We sure miss you guys and feel lucky to have met you. I still run across the "Lunch Lady" performance on my computer now and then and it cracks me up. That was so much fun.
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