Wednesday, January 13, 2016

POEM - Form vs. Function

I liked it until I knew better
And grudge is a strong word
But even to my 3rd grade mind
It inspired strong emotions

When I got it
I loved it
When I premiered it
I understood
Sadly
Where the design went wrong

The plastic Peanuts lunchbox
That I had proudly lugged to school
With the thermos full of milk
    And a PB&J
            And celery sticks
                  And the little metal pudding cup
Just laid there
         Wide open
              For all the world to see
Like my lunch was Exhibit A

And I tried
I tried every which way
To make the thing sit up
Like everyone else's
             Wonderful lunch sanctuary
A bit of privacy
In the micromanaged world
That is elementary school

But it didn't work
And I continued on
Exposing my culinary secrets
Each and every meal time
Unguarded
On display
Exposed


My lunchbox


A similar lunchbox exposing the design flaw

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

POEM - Hugs

Neurologists tell me
All this worrying
Causes activation in the insula, 
          Anterior cingulate, 
                   And dorsolateral prefrontal cortex
And to settle down my worrying circuits
I need a real good hug
That is some good science

But isn't that the way
That it takes an international team
Of psychoanalysts and neurologists
Working for years
With control groups
Double blind studies
Full brain scans
Intensive metadata analysis
Just to confirm what we all know
What we've known since we were infants

When you feel bad
A hug, most often, makes it better
An embrace of a loved one
Drives out the pain
Anguish can be squeezed away
Vaporized
        Forgotten
The dorsolateral prefrontal cortex 
Finally stops being so complicated
At the same time our knees falter
Our legs shake and collapse
The world is left to drop
From our portion of Atlas's shoulders
As we crumple in a relieved heap
Bouyed up only
By a simple hug

Tuesday, January 05, 2016

POEM - Gray

In the monochromatic twilight
Of a frozen morning commute
I blurry eyed and struggling
Fight to retain consciousness
Dancing through the radio dial
Wandering and searching frantically
For something in my key
That I can sing along to
Loudly
Energetically

In the pre-dawn office building
I sore muscled and uninspired
Take circuitous paths
Through darkened quarters
Just to avoid arriving too soon
At my lonely quiet office
Where I slump down
Apathetic
Lazy

It is gray
The day ahead
Half-lidded
Stopped time
Tangential
Distracted

Only the faces that enter
Snap me back from the brink
Of abysmal boredom
Lackluster enthusiasm
A distraction from my distractions
A welcome lifeline
From fellow humanity
Discussing the merits
Of the latest remake
The quality and richness
Of the latest indie release
The tones of the vinyl
Recently rotated across warm turntables

A little grace
In gray worlds
Golden tones
Wake slumbering ears
Monochrome dissolves
In technicolor conversation
Warmly
Richly